the original ah lian;
Friday, April 14, 2006
Muse : Kurosaki Karin
Music: Left Outside Alone by Anastacia.
I owe someone a funfair post.
Early in the morning, me, Michlina, Val and Steph met at redhill hawker centre. Dad treated us to both white and black carrot cake [cai dao kui] ; and tea and milo.
someone grrr pushed us to come early -_-. rushed to mobil to buy ice.
reached Radical Fiesta around 7.57; thus, not late.
hung around the games stall. first shift mah. stoned with cup of coke in hand.
shift over, clique kinda split. met BBG members in the hall.
I rushed to see Ms Heng get dunked. I have the videos, if you want, come find me =x
I met with the others one more time, I know Apo and Gavin went home early.
took one of the spin rides.
was at the stall for a while, then went with band people to take rides!
Uh, Isabelle, Peilin, Sam, Dorothy, Celine?, Nadia, John[Joan xD] and a few other people took the circle one with me. this time, it hurt alot :/.
Rainy arrived, with Grace and -gasp- Lord Sasa :/
oh dear me.
Michellina gave us a big, big, big scare.
not much details, because this is almost one week on.
in the end, did band duty alone. Cindy helped though. thanks Cindy =).
took MRT, cabbed home from JP.
bathed, practically force-fed by dad dinner...
slept from 7pm ; 8th April-8am; 9th April.
heard some bad news.
really bad one.
right, everything's now over.
grandma was cremated on the 13th of April 11.45pm, we all cried horribly.
standing there, watching the coffin travel towards the cremation chamber, I realised suddenly, she was really gone. her leaving us, I felt sad when she left, but we were never, ever going to see her again. Cremation was the painful ; final goodbye out of the so many goodbyes we said over that past few days. NO more goodbyes; even when they closed the coffin, I never felt such a overwhelming surge of emotion. I was not considered close to her, but whatever she did, she was my beloved grandma. Whatever wrongs or rights she did, that door has closed and no one can ever open them again. Death is a painful final end to life.
I felt guilty for not spending more time.
guess I've been taught a just lesson.
subarashiki sekai 10:28 PM
